Flashback to September 2022, my freshman year of college, when I planned to obtain a biology degree, go to medical school and become a doctor. I was fixed on this path, thinking I was a failure if I did anything else.
As my freshman year began, I disliked my courses more than I could ever imagine. I forced myself to enjoy the work, and I wouldn’t admit to myself that I didn’t like it. I put intense amounts of pressure on myself and worked extremely hard. Despite my efforts, I continued to struggle not only academically, but socially and emotionally as well.
I finally made the decision to switch my major because I knew I had to, not because I wanted to. I couldn't help the feelings of disappointment and confusion.
I started writing about these experiences, feelings and whatever else I wanted. I was constantly writing, trying to figure out my interests and passions while navigating through new major choices. During this time, I continuously felt like I was the only one struggling. It genuinely seemed that everyone around me had their whole life perfectly planned out.
Let me tell you — that was far from true.
This fueled my motivation to begin writing for The Daily Cardinal. I wanted to create articles and use my voice to share experiences and knowledge while reiterating that it is okay to struggle and sometimes even fail.
I went on to write many articles focusing on these themes, including the pressures facing students and switching majors during college, both sharing and reflecting on personal experiences.
Now, I thrive in my courses, enjoy what I am learning and, most importantly, I am happy with my achievements. That being said, I would not be where I am today without my struggles. I was constantly asking myself, “why is this happening to me?” and now I know.
Your hardships, struggles and failures may feel detrimental in the moment, but in the grand scheme of things, they are crucial to your success. These are the moments that help to make you stronger, resilient and overall the best version of yourself.
If it wasn’t for my rocky freshman year, failed relationships, academic confusion and various other challenges, I wouldn't be the person I am today. It was through these hardships that I learned the most about myself, becoming wiser on the other side.
